Wanting & Wishing (Poem)

Tired.
Tired of staring at you from afar.
Tired of loving you.
Tired of wanting you.
Tired of wishing someday we'll be together.

Happy.
Happy of staring at you from afar.
Happy of loving you.
Happy of wanting you.
Happy of wishing someday we'll be together.

How.
How could you make me tired?
How could you make me happy?
How could you make me tired and happy at the same time?
How come these things that makes me tired, makes me happy, too?