I Can't (Poem)

I can't be forever afraid
To go
To the places
Where your memories seem to be embedded

I can't forever see you
To these places
No, your memories can't forever conceal
Their beuty
Through my eyes

I can't forever feel the same
Towards you
Or to these places
Because you're just a mere illusion now
Hidden into this gripping reality

I can't be forever anxious
Or excited
Even nauseated
With the possibility of seeing you again
To these places
No, it shouldn't be that way

I can't hope forever
Wait forever
Long forever
That when we meet again
You'll call my name
Smile,
And tell me you care

I can't, most of all
Like you the same
Love you the same
Simply because I can't
And I don't want to
Anymore

What I want
And I can
Is to create new memories
Into these places
Without you
Ever
Forever